As I'm sitting in the airport waiting for my flight to Sacramento, CA which was at 7:40pm that has now been delayed to depart at 9:00pm. I realize that I haven't written anything on here since the start of the new year.
Since the start of the year I ended up getting a kompass store for work which means no travelling to places like Cottonwood, Yuma, Tuscon, and Flagstaff do get some work/ hours.
I have finally gotten Jason and I an apartment. Granted it's the same complex I lived at when I was married before to Aaron (10 years ago). Just thankfully not the exact same apartment, but it is very close.
Yesterday and today I moved all my stuff into the apartment. Jason texted me asking if there was still room for his stuff. I laughed and told him "YEAH!"
Today grandma told me that it wasn't too late to break off the wedding if there is no spark.... Considering Jason and I have never kissed, hold hands, or even hugged. She said if there was no spark to not marry him. 'There has to be a spark to marry him.' I personally think there will be FIREWORKS!!!!! (sorry grandma but what you said isn't staying in the house!! LOL!!)
I'm so getting anxious for this wedding to be over with. I'm also anxious to see him again.... I'm so nervous about our first hug and kiss, and whether or not it will live up to my expectations. But then again I shouldn't have expectations..... like those women dream of in romance novels.
So I need to relax and try not to be anxious on seeing him again. I have prayed and fasted about this and everything will work out. I also think a nap will help me also. Maybe I can get some on the plane. Hopefully it arrives soon.
No comments:
Post a Comment